Brain Wave

 Brain Wave #23: Honey, it don't matter Man I sure love almonds and almond flavoured stuff, hopefully one day I don't get diabetes. Let me talk about something I'm completely uneducated on. Clear the chalkboard, scratch everything, forget about the "I understand how everyone thinks in a different way" sort of idea I will try to get as objective as I can in my writing, you'll understand as you read I guess. I've started reading "The Guy She Was Interested in Wasn't a Guy at All" also referred to as green yuri, if you know you know, which I first heard of in May of 2024 but didn't get into until yesterday, but whatever; I asked DeepSeek so I know that I'm right *insert nerd emoji* in saying that it can be considered a "slice of life" manga, now I'm not the biggest consumer of anime and manga (simply not only because I change interest every month, but also because I'm really really slow at consuming any media that I...

 Brain Wave #22: Are we evolving? I'm so uneducated on what I'm about to talk about (as always) but I thought about talking about this, which is good enough for now? I acknowledge that I'm a bit late, but I've watched the Veritasium video yesterday about Teflon, and C-8, and PFAS, an whatnot. The video talks about how now basically every organism on the planet has PFAS in their bodies, go back 50 years the problem used to be asbestos, so on with whatever man made bullshit we come up with without doing any research about how it's gonna affect ourselves and the environment. Heck, I probably got a shit ton of microplastics in my bloodstream having the time of their inanimated life going through my left knee. To bring the point even more forward than required, imagine what fuckery people during the middle ages had in their bodies, without even knowing what was good or bad for them, just blame the local woman of wizardry and die of syphilis. I can't lie maybe I would...

Brain Wave #21: That's too bad  As stupid as the rest of this entry may sound, yeah I'm not even gonna tell you to bare with me, this is indeed the more "based on no facts" that I've done, pure dump of thoughts as always. My mom showed me a video of a hack for how to cut parchement paper exactly straight everytime, personally I don't even remember the hack that she saw on Facebook or TikTok or whatever, but I did think and tell her that "I don't really need this hack, the rugged way I cut my parchement paper works everytime giving me the right amount that I need. So yeah, a video on how to make my life easy is kinda useless when my life is already at ease.". That's when it hit me, what is it about us having to make our life easier? Why would we want our life easier? I mean yeah everybody desires that, but what's the long term objective of doing so? Yeah cutting parchement paper straight everytime will look indeed neat, I will have a good ...

 Brain Wave #20: The Misconception Of Us Well I got a few thigs to talk about, also beacuse I got drunk last night and I'm listening to SHINee as I'm writing this, which I know does not make sense to you, but it doesn't have to as long as it makes sense to me lmao. But you know me, I will forget some details as I'm writing... Lately I've been pondering more on this concept of maturing, I know I mentioned it lots of times previously, bur I am about to bore you even more with it. You know, I talk about how as I'm growing up I'm realising more and more how I was like such a piece of shit when I was younger (let's try not to go too personal maybe) and with that I mean the values and responsibilities you get to learn, this being several things: finances, relationships, friendships, if you're old enough maybe you understand. But from time to time I always think, if I were ever able to go back in time and tell my younger self that I shouldn't be doing a...

 Brain Wave #19: Yo, guess what I be playing videogames and shit, and I'm not gonna lie sometimes I just miss studying. I don't know if I already mentioned something along these lines, but ever since I got back home I've been so thrown off by not following my university daily routine. Like I work every morning and then a few afternoons during the week I do something work related, but otherwise it's either watch The Sopranos or play The Last of Us, or whatever single-player game I stumble upon, not gonna lie I just wish I was studying. If you know me enough, you know that I absolutely hate the school system, universally to be honest: I find it so boring to sit in a building for hours 5/6 days a week just learning shit; I really enjoy learning, but I always wanted to go to university because of the independence I get to learn what I like the way I understand it. Last summer it was pretty much the same as what I have this summer, but I don't know it just hits different...

Brain Wave #18: Don't be afraid to fall Well so I came back from holiday, and God I really hate lay overs, especially when they get to 5 hours in length and I woke up at 2am...But yeah I've been to Sweden (and Norway, more on that later) and had just over a week with proper sleep. I gotta tell you, the UK is a "developed country in disguise" like now I don't wanna get political also bc I cannot throw out numbers right now, but I swear to everything, why on earth is the country I live in so underdeveloped in comparison to countries like Sweden: the people where I live are shit, the taxes that I pay don't do jackshit unlike over there, and,,, Okay never mind I'm kind of getting political, let's not make the subject of matter my complaints, shall we? ("I" but you already know by now that I'm schizo) But yeah, all and all I've only been able to visit Stockholm because of my bad leg, and some parts outside as I took an archipelago tour. Le...

 Brain Wave #17: *cricket noises* Every time I'm showering, I block my ears with water just to get the satisfaction of them unblocking later on. This surely cannot be safe, but why would I care? Anyway, I didn't forget about the blog, it's that my life has been so uninteresting lately that I can't even think about something to keep myself entertained even. All I do basically is just work in the morning and if I'm not doing other shit for work in the afternoon I'm just in front of screens...which also cannot be healthy, but I don't have any free friends at the moment, so not my fault hehe. I've started watching The Sopranos recently, and honestly I'm still in the "started" phase, because after 10 episodes Squid Game 3 came out and in these past few days I was catching up with YouTube. Yes, I am very aware that I am chronically online, and all of this does not affect my real life the slightest,,, but trust me it does, I grew up chronically on...

Brain Wave #16: ABSOLUTE CINEMA So I took some time off, both from the blog (actually no ideas :P) and my "daily movie watching" thing I have going on this summer, to go back and finish Better Call Saul, which I paused during exams and never came back to lmao. Two things I'd like to say about finishing the show: first off, I kinda managed to take a break before the last four, in my opinion best ending episodes, of the show which was a cool coincidence. Secondly, whatever I am gonna say from the next paragraph onwards will be a huge, very disorganised, mix of personal thoughts and "review" of the show. I am definitely not qualified to review a TV show, but having done lots of research and study on cinema over the years,,,and having had a stupid YouTube channel about movie reviews, kinda gives me a bit of an advantage to make a "review" about it. So yeah, just get ready for a big mess of an essay. Obviously there are gonna be spoilers as well... how coul...

 Brain Wave #15: This could be a weird superpower I be writing this shit at work bruh. Lemme start off by saying that whenever I say shit like "I was talking to my friend about..." I refer to one particular friend most of the times, you will see him in the comments of the last and some other entries. (Only in Blogger, once the website is up, you'll have no idea what I'm talking about). Anyway, I was talking to my friend about the previous blog entry how it's AI can get to a kinda scary level of intelligence, we'll live in the matrix etc. and to myself I thought "well technically dying would be a way to escape said 'matrix'" and yeah  technically it is, I certainly do not incite people to go away, but yk if you don't take this idea so seriously and you actually like living, in a sense the "matrix" is kinda treating you well. Unlike the movie, my school of thought was: would our perception of the world change if we were born in di...

 Brain Wave #14: Virtual insanity The last two weeks have been dreadful, university exams are not a joke...but also in this time a friend of mine showed me a video called "WE ARE NOT PROMPTS" in case you have no idea what I'm talking about, basically it's a 2 minute video made up of clips that are all AI generated, and the content is just generated people talking about the "prompt theory" and how these characters are trying to deny it. Now, I'm trying to imagine your prospective on it as you're reading it right now, this just sounds like your casual AI slop content of a stupid ass voice talking absolute nonsense, but it's not! OK, you might think I'm insane at first, BUT HEAR ME OUT! First of all: these clips are way too realistic, like holy shit I'm aware of how much AI has upgraded recently, but I had no idea that they could generate such realistic images, don't get me wrong I'm not the type of person who sees some AI slop on Fa...

Brain Wave #13: Shut the fuck up sometimes O.J. like, "I'm not black, I'm O.J.", okay. "Everything is political" is a phrase that I personally fucking hate with a passion. Everything is political because us as humans decided to make everything political, this can be traced back to the Mesopotamians, as well as I don't know, the 1800s. Depends how you see it, and what you mean exactly by it, depends on how much of societal behaviour you consider political, I mean at the end of the day it all comes back to Kuhnian perspective, right? Well, kind of: a lot of people out there who got consumed by the idea of the internet, and how you can share opinions with many other people, and they take the wrong way making it the worst creation in mankind. Taking a little tangent here, but you see, it's people like these, and I'm not talking about trolls who open arguments just for fun to make fun of people, but those who pretend they're all knowing and that t...

 Brain Wave #12: Cranberry juice Not just I haven't posted in a bit, the following post is just gonna be the amalgamation of two posts I wanted to make because I'm lazy, busy, and most of all forgetful lmao, let's get on with it. Just like every end of semester I am at a point in my life where I just don't give a fuck about my body and I'm super unhealthy a way or another, just because I'm trying to concentrate on doing well in my exams. I am very much aware that there are many ways to approach this in a very healthy way of not killing myself in a sense, but I don't ever mind what I'm going through and it's just me being me. I'm trying to improve don't worry, I try to eat well and shit and not overwork, which has been a recurring problem for me; the point I'm trying to get to is "holy shit I'm completely destroyed" but at the same time I feel like I've overgrown this difficulty and matured enough for me to understand how...