Brain Wave

Brain Wave #21: That's too bad  As stupid as the rest of this entry may sound, yeah I'm not even gonna tell you to bare with me, this is indeed the more "based on no facts" that I've done, pure dump of thoughts as always. My mom showed me a video of a hack for how to cut parchement paper exactly straight everytime, personally I don't even remember the hack that she saw on Facebook or TikTok or whatever, but I did think and tell her that "I don't really need this hack, the rugged way I cut my parchement paper works everytime giving me the right amount that I need. So yeah, a video on how to make my life easy is kinda useless when my life is already at ease.". That's when it hit me, what is it about us having to make our life easier? Why would we want our life easier? I mean yeah everybody desires that, but what's the long term objective of doing so? Yeah cutting parchement paper straight everytime will look indeed neat, I will have a good ...

 Brain Wave #20: The Misconception Of Us Well I got a few thigs to talk about, also beacuse I got drunk last night and I'm listening to SHINee as I'm writing this, which I know does not make sense to you, but it doesn't have to as long as it makes sense to me lmao. But you know me, I will forget some details as I'm writing... Lately I've been pondering more on this concept of maturing, I know I mentioned it lots of times previously, bur I am about to bore you even more with it. You know, I talk about how as I'm growing up I'm realising more and more how I was like such a piece of shit when I was younger (let's try not to go too personal maybe) and with that I mean the values and responsibilities you get to learn, this being several things: finances, relationships, friendships, if you're old enough maybe you understand. But from time to time I always think, if I were ever able to go back in time and tell my younger self that I shouldn't be doing a...

 Brain Wave #19: Yo, guess what I be playing videogames and shit, and I'm not gonna lie sometimes I just miss studying. I don't know if I already mentioned something along these lines, but ever since I got back home I've been so thrown off by not following my university daily routine. Like I work every morning and then a few afternoons during the week I do something work related, but otherwise it's either watch The Sopranos or play The Last of Us, or whatever single-player game I stumble upon, not gonna lie I just wish I was studying. If you know me enough, you know that I absolutely hate the school system, universally to be honest: I find it so boring to sit in a building for hours 5/6 days a week just learning shit; I really enjoy learning, but I always wanted to go to university because of the independence I get to learn what I like the way I understand it. Last summer it was pretty much the same as what I have this summer, but I don't know it just hits different...

Brain Wave #18: Don't be afraid to fall Well so I came back from holiday, and God I really hate lay overs, especially when they get to 5 hours in length and I woke up at 2am...But yeah I've been to Sweden (and Norway, more on that later) and had just over a week with proper sleep. I gotta tell you, the UK is a "developed country in disguise" like now I don't wanna get political also bc I cannot throw out numbers right now, but I swear to everything, why on earth is the country I live in so underdeveloped in comparison to countries like Sweden: the people where I live are shit, the taxes that I pay don't do jackshit unlike over there, and,,, Okay never mind I'm kind of getting political, let's not make the subject of matter my complaints, shall we? ("I" but you already know by now that I'm schizo) But yeah, all and all I've only been able to visit Stockholm because of my bad leg, and some parts outside as I took an archipelago tour. Le...