Brain Wave #8: 8 hour sleep

Brain Wave #8: 8 hour sleep 

Yeah I took the whole of last week off...the fuck do you want, huh? I got spring break and stuff and spent the whole week lazying around: spending my days working, studying a bit, and playing video games lmao. Nevertheless, I feel like nothing much has been going on anyway, I'm stressing more and more about exams, fully knowing that they start in 3 weeks and at the same time I feel like I want to give everything up, but that's next blog's topic hehe.

One thing is for sure though, I mean it's been for sure since I was like 17, but I'm fucking aging. Oh my God, I said since I was 17 because even since then I got told that I look older than I am, and now that I got problems with my knee and I've apparently been "behaving like an old man" as well I can really feel the age weighing on me LMAO. But that might just be me and my personality issue :3 but that's is something we absolutely something we don't wanna talk about.

But yeah, holy shit sometimes I feel like I am actually 683 years old, just because I'm walking with a cane, I am not shaving my ugly ass regrowth, all bones in my body ache, and all I wanna do is chill watch TV and drink tea. I might actually be a grandpa...But you get me I'm just a chill guy, I want to sleep for like ever, and not have anything to do with anyone. Do I wanna be unalive? Nah it's not that serious, but I wanna be retired already lol. I don't want to sound like the typical lazy ass person who wants to bedrot all day and not get up to anything in their life, what I mean is just to spend my days cooking, knitting, and stay at home type shit. Maybe the solution to all of that is working from home, but who the fuck knows what kind of job I'm gonna get in 3 years time, which is why I should already retire to just make that sure hehe.

Don't worry...I will definitely stick to this lifestyle as much as I can because I absolutely love it. Some days I feel like I'm overworking myself or I'm spending too much time outside of real like in my phone or something, or both at the same time. I feel like just disconnecting from everything is just much more healthy than me. I know it's not old person behaviour, but just normal down to Earth person behaviour, but I've been trying to reduce my screen time much more, just to use my phone to listen to music and podcasts and substitute all the functions that my phone has to real life, which is literally what phones are doing lmao: I wrote my groceries list on paper today, which for me is a first step, and I'm using social media much less, just because I use my phone much less. 

Heck, other than everything I always just dress the same...that might be old ass behaviour not gonna lie...

I swear, I did have an actual topic to talk about in preparation for the next blog, but guess what I forgot it, I'm sure it wasn't as important. Keeping it short this time, not saying shit like "I'M BACK" fuck that I was just taking a break for a week. I am very unoriginal, why do I keep typing???

Good bai for now, poposwag. 

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