Brain Wave #5: My body is a mess

 Brain Wave #5: My body is a mess

Can I feel you teeth in my mouth. That's actually pretty disgusting and weird if you ask me, but those are just the strange ass lyrics of the song Dientes by The Black Skirts: I was listening the whole album 201 today while I was driving, as I do because my music taste is yet to be understood and that's kind of my comfort listen.

What the fuck am I even saying? 

Also when I was driving today ,and not listening to that song, I saw a huge billboard on the side of a truck in the middle of nowhere advertising Sigma Health, which I'm guessing is a stupid sounding private healthcare company, but I just wanna say that besides the logo there was this old ass guy dressed as a doctor, and he probably was not a doctor: he looked to old and wrinkly I wonder how his ballsack is holding up. On the subject of healthcare, if you know me you know that I've been having problems with my knee since like December. Fucking hell it's so annoying as well, I'm walking with a cane and everything. If you care the slightest I've been diagnosed with chondromalacia patella, which is a problem with the cartilage behind my knee cap bone, causing everything to grind against each other violently and great amounts of pain. You would never guess what as well, instead of operating me and fix the issue: I got sent to physiotherapy where they'll try to make the muscles in my leg stronger to withhold the weaker knee, like that's gonna solve the problem...ridiculous, but the fuck am I supposed to do about it.

Anyway, if you actually know me well enough, you would know that this is definitely the first case in which my body is problematic lmao. Yeah growing up my health has never been the best, not because of lack of paternal care or something really concerning, rather just me being an absolute piece of shit and not doing the best for my body and my mom found me so annoying for it; everyday as a child I would come back home asking my mom for a plaster because once again I found some way or another to scratch myself or something that would cause me to bleed. No idea how much money in the past 20 years just went on keeping me healthy lol. But of course it doesn't stop there, grew up to have real bad stomach issues (just like every hot person) whenever I drink too many fizzy drinks or even eat too much spicy food, and I love spicy food don't get me wrong, but holy shit the amount of times I went to the hospital because of that...also when I was a kid I needed to get fillings or some shit: also got some sort of steel caps on my 4 teeth (Dientes) at the back of my mouth. My body really went through everything not gonna lie, the same knee that's bad now suffered from tendonitis around eight years ago...

Regardless, gonna keep today's post on the shorter side otherwise I keep on rambling nonsense about how I've been to hell and back and am still surviving. When I was younger I was seriously convinced that I was immortal or something, because there is no way that I suffer from so many things, which probably some of them I can't even remember now, and am still standing. Feeling like Piccolo in Dragon Ball Z episode 77 in the Frieza saga for the weebs out there. Also I'm writing this tired as fuck and if I write it later on I will forget half of the stuff I wanted to say, because I feel like I already forgot to mention some stuff already now that I'm writing it...no am not gonna take notes or anything, I like it to be spontaneous. So yeah, hope you enjoyed the random yap.

Good bai for now, poposwag

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