Brain Wave

 Brain Wave #5: My body is a mess Can I feel you teeth in my mouth. That's actually pretty disgusting and weird if you ask me, but those are just the strange ass lyrics of the song Dientes by The Black Skirts: I was listening the whole album 201 today while I was driving, as I do because my music taste is yet to be understood and that's kind of my comfort listen. What the fuck am I even saying?  Also when I was driving today ,and not listening to that song, I saw a huge billboard on the side of a truck in the middle of nowhere advertising Sigma Health, which I'm guessing is a stupid sounding private healthcare company, but I just wanna say that besides the logo there was this old ass guy dressed as a doctor, and he probably was not a doctor: he looked to old and wrinkly I wonder how his ballsack is holding up. On the subject of healthcare, if you know me you know that I've been having problems with my knee since like December. Fucking hell it's so annoying as well, ...

 Brain Wave #4: I'd make food my whole life Props to myself for not having a single click bait title, so yeah you get the gist: I love food. And not gonna lie I'm nobody special for stating this lmao, but one thing I feel like telling people at least once is that since I was a little fatass kid (I swear to god if you get annoyed by that comment get a life, I'm talking about myself) I just always loved to eat anything my mom would cook, wanting to learn how to cook myself, and even watching MasterChef (+Jr) religiously and hoping to get on one of those shows one day. Listen, I've never been a picky eater, and I don't think I'll ever be, there are very few things I'd actually refuse to eat, I even get annoyed to my mom whenever she asks me what I want to eat, because she knows that the answer will always be "I'll eat anything"; as far as I remember I was like 7 years old when I would start asking my mom to teach how to cook and obviously she woul...

 Brain Wave #3: Falling into the procrastination paradox I was struggling to take a nap earlier today, and I'm not gonna lie I'm not much of a napper: I can only actually nap like 10% of the times that I try, also because when I can, I end up sleeping way more than I should've, waking up sweaty, hungry, bad bad headache. But yeah, naps aren't for me, unless it's one of those days like today where I had such a tiring day at university, my head has been killing me the whole day, and all I want to do is just collapse in my bed, maybe stuff my face with carbs beforehand and ignore all my responsibilities and due tasks. All this willingly knowing that I am already regretting it just at the thought of it. Honestly, that might just be one of the reasons why I can't fall asleep, but at the same time I'm the type of person who requires the lights off and absolute silence to rest. This is exactly where I fall in this paradox I want to talk about: I'm too tired to ...

  Brain Wave #2: The universe is really vast. I am very much aware that the title of this entry is quite vague, but let me cook! A few years ago I had this physics teacher the last 6 months of high-school: the guy had two PhDs and he knew so much about philosophy and shit, we don't talk about the rest of his career lmao; but one important lecture he gave to us before exam period is the intrinsic significance every human has based solely on thermodynamics. He told us how each and every one human has an infinitesimally small chance to be born as the person they're, down to each DNA strand. Each philosophical lesson he ever gave us made me always think deep, about how I wanna be a smarter person myself, about how I wanna pursue my ever going dream of being a more knowledgeful person. That talk in particular personally hit me the most, I feel like people out there don't think about everything in their surroundings too much, to be totally honest I don't really blame them: ph...

Brain wave #1: I have no idea how this works, let's just roll with it! I tweeted a couple months ago that I wanted to make a blog, something 90s/early 00s style where I can just share my thoughts every now and then and stuff: and I know that I can literally do it on Twitter as I always did for the past few years, but y'know just the feeling of something in which I can share information in a way in which I saw in media which I grew up with makes me think it's a bit cooler. I gotta admit, I was mostly influenced by Lain and All about Lily Chou-Chou, media in which I haven't myself in these much, but had made me think a lot: the internet nowadays is at its peak as well as at its trough, connecting everyone from the world made it possible to share information as well as we like it, but also connected people in a way in which it was unimaginable, we now know how many people in the world think, how wholesome but also how horrible they can be, the notion of social community ha...